i've just been feeling "depressed" (i guess you could call it that) lately... there is a reason, but see, it's a pretty stupid reason so i really feel no need to explain it here. also no one really knows why at all, so i don't want to to just say it all here and have anyone that reads this know why. Basically, i just feel better having only me know, yet i know of one person who might know why.
off that topic.. nothing much to talk about, just got bored, haven't updated this thing in a while. (like anyone reads it)
Your birth on the 25th day of the month (7 energy) modifies your life path by giving you some special interest in technical, scientific, or other complex and often hard to understand subjects.
You may become something of a perfectionist and a stickler for details.
Your thinking is logical and intuitive, rational and responsible.
Your feelings may run deep, but you are not very likely to let them show.
This birthday makes you a more private person, more introspective and perhaps more inflexible.
In friendships you are very cautious and reserved.
You are probably inventive, and given to unique approaches and solutions.
well, seeing as no one really reads this, i see no reason to hold back from writing what i want to in here...
I got two e-mails about my old Freewebs.com websites i had, it reminded me of last summer and all... i kinda miss those days. last summer was probably the best summer of my life so far. I think it was when i had this blog, so if you go back you should be able to find posts from then. Most were all happy posts... Only bad thing that happened would had to have been when nyssa and i broke up. I really did feel really strongly for her, but worst came to worst. We're still friends and all, but it was fun being able to give her a hug or something when i wanted to... That's just the past though... just time to see what comes in the future.
i wonder what happens to the free webs account i had.. do they just completely delete everything? cause some of those were pretty interesting.
i've kind of decided that a blog is basically useless.
This doesn't apply to all who have blogs though, i should say, my blog is useless. The point in a blog is not to write down word for word exactly what happened in a day or two, but for a person to express themselves to other bloggers.
For me, i'm restricted for what i can write about by my friends who some read this blog. I can't tell any secrets, write down many of my thoughts, or anything that someone could make a big deal of.
i don't really know where i am going with this post, but i'm probably not going to update this blog with anything exciting, if i even do update. It's so useless to spend my time writing what i've done, then doing what i could be doing.
end of the story, agree or dissagree, your choice...